Sitting here in confusion debating with the confliction of past and present, how do I divide the two? When do you let what has died lie, and let the present represent it self and be the focus of today.
I've been pained my heart has been broken I wear the fabric of worn and misused. I want to trust, I want to need to love but cant see pass the misery thats haunts me. My mind just won't let me be, trying to sleep lossing and turning from the nightmares; the pain of hurt keep taunting me.
How do i get pass the others ones mistakes? How do i allow the next ones in and pass the guarded gate? How do I erase oartial of myself so I can begin to breath? How do I heal a wound with scar tissue that fester from the slightness of touch?
These are the questions I ask myself right before bed, this is what tugs at me in my head. Why can't I just lay down and close my eyes? How do I or should I just pray to God and say "Please take this pain from me, please set me free"
You know what? I just realize! I have yet to cry...How do I unchain these shackles so the tears can flow from me eyes....HOW DO I....
victoria
Posted By: Ms Kittttyyy
Wednesday, November 19th 2008 at 3:15PM
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